Sunday.

Well unfortunetly feels like i am back into the same old dumb routine...

But i have changed... i see things differantly... I like to just sit and think more about how God works in the funniest and coolest ways... and how he is shaping me into some good person...wiiierd haha.

I wish i could say i was all good but... have my faults...

One thing God taught me down in Guatamala is that i should not be ashamed of how i worship...
we would sing songs and it felt like God would poke me in the belly and say "Get your arms up and worship me properly!"...it felt like God was just everywhere when we worshipped...(not like he isnt everywhere as it is...haha) I told myself i would change my worship style when i got back and i would listen to God for what to do...
But i get here and it's the exact same boring worship as it was before i left... it is soo hard to worship or hear God when you cant stand the music....aha..

Inbetween missions trips is hard... i feel like i should always be doing something helpful and being useful to everyone...

We went to the park today after church... Kelsey,Nadine,Cade,Hannah,Max,Alex, and I
To sing music and raise um... change for Haiti...
Well it was gloomy and i think about 10 people passed us while we were sitting half singing half mumbling half figuring what songs to play.
Then most of the people... excluding me,Max, and Alex..
went around the park playing music... i didnt want to play guitar cuz i cant... and the drums we had were behns but i am sorry they were lame.
Didnt want to sing...cuz...cuz... um people would hear me. ya.

Ended up with $2.25 i believe...

Then some guy that max worked with... came with his bongo drums haha and started playing a bit... he was neat.
He saw the songs we had lying around and kinda looked uncomfortable but what ever... we showed Gods love by accepting him... and inviting him to Zacks... which he didnt stay for very long. But maybe we impacted him... we may never know.,

Matt.M was not himself today... i am kinda worried about you buddy... cheer up... or call me soo i can cheer you up.


Well i dont work till saturday holy wow... s'long way away... but i am not looking forward to it...for some reason i dont feel like selling stuff to people that dont need it and probly have five of it already........hhhhh

I am supposed to play drums for church on sunday... i think i will accept...
Max is having a band practice haha and said i could play drums for them...
Cade and matt and i reeeally need to practice.. . SOO if you want to see The Waking Wounded or Radio Active Poop perform you better tell cade to lead his band and get his buns in gear...


4 more weeks of hard school and grade 11 is over... feels like growing up is coming too fast... grade 12 next year holy cowadge
Grad should be pretty darn sweet.... what kind of tux should i wear?

Have a good week you people.

-Josh-
Love you