HHH. Bogged down and tired.

Is it just me or have the last few days been really busy. Not busy but just things that take up my time. K i guess that's pretty much the deffinition of busy but w.e. that's not the point.

I haven't had time to even sit down and have a desint chat with anyone. Not even my family which is terrible.
I have school, then work in the awkwardist places. Then theres youth/church stuff which is deffinetly not a waste of my time i love the sort.

Tommorow there is supposed to be a music video filming thing at pauls house. Rock Band.

I decided not to go because i need to spend some time with parents, who i see a lot but don't actually SEE, if you know what i mean. They are just there because they live in there house which i happen to be residing in and getting provided for hmmmmm.

But yes... i haven't had time to blog... which is good because my post are lame anyways... and no one finds them interesting... i was going to post about what i learned about Giraffes, my favourite animal by the way. but that would have taken a while, soo i'll save it.

I haven't had time to msn, which is good...it should never take up too much time.
Other than a quick and fake "hello, how are you" " fine how are you" "fine how are you"
and sooo on. That is an exageration but w.e. I enjoy every bit of when my friends talk to me... even if i don't actually know it's them because there words are floating in cyberspace.


Tommorow work 12-6:30 loads of school before that which is good for once... i need a challenge
Then i will spend the evening doing family things with familyish people and it will be worth it.
Thereofore do not expect me on here tommorow at anytime. Please give me an email though.
They always brighten my day. (i will come for 2 seconds when i get home to check but no more.)

On Friday i am going to focus club and have made up my mind about that soo don't tell me otherwise.
I memorized my verse which i am happy about 2 Timothy 4 1-7
(don't forget yours)


Bible study tonight was fun. The game was fun, worship practice before hand was all right. I can't wait to play our special song.
But Galations 5 is a good chapter and Ryan did it well... I did learn even if i was talking with Matt for a few minutes. I liked prayer tonight.
I have this thing about praying out loud... i will do it once in a while... but i would rather have a private conversation with my friend up there. That's like one of your friends listening to your private phone conversation... crappy.
Prayers should be an intimate time with God and out loud just puts you on the spot... and it's too hard to make your prayers too ilaborate and fancy because Huh...what will they think of me if i pray "wrong" WOW.

I also have gotton into a habit of praying on my knees, which is good... kinda wierd looking but i feel it is humbling and gives honour to God because you are kneeling before him like he is your king (which he is).



-Josh-

Love you all. ( and we talked about love soo this is the kinda love like brothers in Christ, not mooshy gooshy, or fake "your cool" kind of love. haha.)