News from a solemn preachers boy with no idea what he is doing.

So i promissed a post.

Well today was Lanny Day..

A day our family celebrates each year as an anniversary of when Lanny came to our house for the first time in all his smiling glory.
5 years ago a social worker brought this cheerful lovely boy into our house for a few hours.
Sure he cried a bit... but got warmed up quickly.
Multiple visits insued.

He gradually became accustomed to our strange family as we fell in love with him.

After a while he started learning his first words thanks to our house.

And you guessed it. This is no joke. his first word was SCORES!!! thanks to us and the canucks.

One night as he was over. back when CBC was actually provided without paying.

Hockey night in canada.. the good old days. Canucks VS. Flames... Nazzy streaks in on the side and shoots...

Lanny throws his hands in the air(he is 1 and a half)
And yells SCORES!! at the top of his lungs.
Before this all he had said was the usuall baby talk.. maybe mom or something but this was SPECTACULAR!
He would not drop that word for the rest of the night. haha

If you're wondering.. the canucks won 4-3 thanks to nazzy. I still remember.

Ah yes. Lanny has brought life to our family.
(and death haha... of ear drums)

I can't say i haven't smacked him around a bit for being soo WOW!! annoying.

But i loves him with all my heart. And wouldn't give him up for the world.
I would lay my life down for him.

Anyways lanny day consist of presents and lanny getting to do whatever he wants.
Pretty special for a 6 year old.
All i got to do with him today was.. they picked me up from work and we went to dairy queen.
Got some treats.

Then came home and lanny gave me a backrub(hahahaha) which turned into a tickle fest. Which turned into a laugh fest. t'was great. i didn't really pay any attention to Survivor man that was playing. Well.. i got to see how the rabbit was skinned but that's about it hahahaha.

Andrew called on Skype tonight. sounds pretty good. You can talk to him if you'd like through something hahaha. He is the bestis brother. other than Lanny, and my other five brothers.:)


Work today was boring. I don't know if i should quit or not for Guatamala and Haiti...
It's not exactly the summer Job i am wanting.


Sooo. School.
I don't know what the heck i am doing.
I SUCK at english( i may have a better vocabulary than some but vocabulary is only for persuasion, emphisis, and getting your point across) and hate it with a passion... almost as much as i hate the devil.
I have mixed emotions of Math.
Sciences I LOVE all kinds of them. Obviously why i am majoring in them.


But i just finished my Consumer Math.. so now my mom moved me on to some Geomotry which is going to be SOO easy.

I just found out that next year i have to do Algebra 2 Saxon style Which i am thuroughly crapped in the pants about.


Hhh. Sorry if i haven't been myslef of late. if it seemed like it.

I was telling matt how much i hate how there is such a barrier between our spiritual lives and our emotional lives (if you catch my drift)

I Have been soo filled witht he holy spirit lately, and just want to shout it out to everybody.
But i have been suffering with my friendships.

And i don't want to.

I don't know if God is putting these doubts in my mind.or what.

I love all my friends dearly. I may not trust them once in a while but that doesn't stop me from loving them.


I leave you now with two of MY songs ha. Both by Starfield
http://youtube.com/watch?v=rnh5gf5SCjE
http://youtube.com/watch?v=dNBB3pAZpAo


Love and Grace.


-Josh-
oooooooooo Everyone deserves a hug.