Why the heck?

So.. i haven't really found the purpose to a blog yet but... i don't even keep a journel... i hate writing...
Today was painful... woke up 4 times during the night... coughing dryly...lungs aching and palms sweaty... then through all this i had to go to the doctor's office to see how many shots and pills i would need for Guatamala and Haiti... apperantly my parents forgot to write some down on there little booklets... so we had some complications...

But i got out only having to take 2 massive shots... which was funny... cuz i didn't even feel either of them... (guess there is just too much muscle there ,,hehe) not even joking... (about the not hurting part :)

But atleast i got a sucker out of it :D (it was red... and kinda stale if suckers can get stale)

Getting home... i had to Lanny sit (not literally sit on him,.. come on)
We went to Mcdonalds... wow...

I have a love hate relationship with it... sometimes i will come in and scarf something down...
but today it wasn't like that...
I stared at my Nuggets for a couple minutes... thinking about how fake they were...
I can't beleive that a big name company like mcdonalds can get away with murder
(Heart attacks that is)

then i tasted the latest prodect... the Spicy Buffalo snack wrap... WOW PROBLY THE WORST THING I HAVE EVER TASTED IN MY LIFE... it was like shots all over again but in my mouth and instead of a vaccine they were injecting Kerosene... holy... but that's not to say i don't like the employees :D...


So expecting to take the bus home... me and lanny walked a ways... to the bus stop... thats a waste of money... when i can just walk 20 minutes to get home.... soo we did...
The hole way i was coughing and horking( I will explain a true hork later) ... lungs aching i pushed through the fury of snowballs coming from lanny... meh i decided to snow bank him (SNOWBANKED 2!!!!)(P4wned)

We played some hockey in the basement while blaring some Thrice as loud as we needed to rockem sockem... he won in the shootout... but then i powned him in mario kart...:)



But lately i have had some wierd feelings in my life...
Most of you know that there is a possibility of our family moving in the near future.. that's on my mind... but thanks to some help... it's in the right state of mind (ha ha)
How come that God always has to get you started on something and then yank you away from it.
I mean our family has been in Kamloops for 10 years now, and it feels like i am just getting settled in... w.e. God is a wierd one sometimes...(but always gracious and loving and forgiving)

I find my relationship with him... kind of wierd... I pray constently... no answer... I ask him for things constantly... no answer (in my oppinion a prayer is not the same as a conversation with him) But yet through all of this ... i know he is there and listens to me or i wouldn't be here talking to my bed while on my knees...
I got my thumbs up quicker than lanny today at mcdonalds... and he had(GOT TO) to pray
Why are children so much more trusting than us?... if he didn't truly beleive that God was there...and trusted in him... he would have thought praying in a public place... quite ridiculous


outstounding the mind of a child, truly is
-Yoda-


I would say... that was a pretty good blog post...

I want you to ask questions about me... but PLEASE ask them in person...



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real real fact # 9(i made a mistake on the last one... it was supposed to be 8)

I love serving God in practical ways... especially when it comes to leaving the country and helping the less fortunate...